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~A Sufi Message of Love, Harmony, and Beauty.~

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Welcome to the Chaiconi Bari Ayahuasca Retreats

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Dearly Belovved,

 

We welcome you to Chaiconi Bari Ayahuasca Retreats, home of the "Plants and Miracles : The Flight of the Eagle and Condor" teaching of Love, Harmony, and Beauty. These retreats are for the true spiritual seeker. For those just getting started and those more seasoned looking to take it to the next level. Seekers who want to learn the higher teachings offered by Ayahuasca and live for liberation. The teachings of the Eagle, the resurrected one that wrote A Course in Miracles, the Spirit of Yeshua. And the Condor, who in this teaching is the Spirit of Ayahuasca, known as the Vine of the Soul and Cosmic Serpent. A great teacher of the Sacred Manuscript of Nature and the Jungle Book. Together they fly as one on the Wings of the Great Spirit of Immortal Light to bring us this teaching where differences come to an end. Together they fly as one bird shining in the oneness of the Golden Halo, the Face of Christ, helping us to uncover the Great Peace of God.

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If you have landed on this page, we suggest you bring an open mind to allow a radical revolution of your own illuminated mind and explore the topics in the site NAVIGATOR 2. All sections are short Letters to Self which have been made available on Substack as well with a navigation feature to bring you back to the material.

You are about to embark on a journey into the Christ vision teaching of the Forgiveness of God. New discoveries about the truth of the Reality of who you are, what you are, where you come from, and the way back are in this teaching. Ancient esoteric mysteries await your own lived experience to be understood and solved. Like the discovery of a Love that never dies, your true Self remembered in a holy perception, a journey beyond the veil of the physical world where angels fly, and the infinite power of the Creative Mind of Love and Light.

“Let him who seeks continue seeking until he finds. When he finds, he will become troubled. When he becomes troubled, he will be astonished, and he will rule over All.” Yeshua Logion 2 Gospel of Thomas

 

Join us in a Shamanic Dream of the Forgiveness of God.

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Peace Be  Unto You ~ Isaiah Kenney​

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About Chaiconi Bari

Dearly Beloved,

We are so glad you are here and are interested in Chaiconi Bari Ayahuasca Retreats. This is a home for the Christ or Illumination Vision teaching of the Forgiveness of God in the Ayahuasquero spiritual tradition, a teaching that gives great meaning to our name.

Chaiconi Bari is Shipibo Conibo in origin. The term Chaiconi speaks to the wisdom spirits that are invisible to the human eyeballs but can be seen when the physical third eye or pineal gland is activated with DMT, and through the non physical spiritual eye of the Holy Spirit, the Eye of Light. These are the spirits of the plants and angels: spirits of our ancestors and shamans who have crossed over and now watch over this great tradition from a higher realm. They all work together as Love's messengers for the Lord of Wisdom, the Great Chaiconi, whose mighty wings we all fly on.

 

The term Bari means a radiant circular energy field that nurtures and sustains life. Used without the term Chaiconi, it means the physical sun that powers life on the planet. Used alongside it, it stands for the Holy Spirit, the mind of the Atonement where Christ stands revealed in the halo. The Holy One extends the Light of God onto us, unveiling the golden halo as the Face of Christ and the unified Mind of Light, a vision through the power of miracle forgiveness that ends the illusion of differences and offers us the remembrance of the Sons of God who share our true Self and God Himself.

This miraculous radiant circular energy field of the oneness of Love heals, nurtures, and sustains us as our daily bread in wonderful ways you are going to learn about. And there is much more. Seeing the Face of Love is a gateway to a forgotten world as you transfer your identity from being a body to a creation of Light, taking you beyond the veil of the physical universe and the illusion of darkness. It is the realm where angels fly and you remember your angelic expression as part of your original state.

And so Chaiconi Bari stands for and offers this ancient teaching that "reveals a great and shining circle" [CE T 21.I.10:1] spoken of in A Course in Miracles, which leads to the remembrance of our angelic heritage. It is a vision also called the circle of Atonement that reveals a great truth few have discovered: that the “Atonement is the knowledge that the belief that angels can fall is false.” Jesus [CE T 1.35.7:6]

This teaching is nothing new. It has been symbolized in the ancient works of priests and priestesses as the teaching of the “Winged Sun” for at least 3,500 years. We now offer it to you as the “Plants and Miracles : Flight of the Eagle and the Condor” teaching. Are you ready to explore the teaching of the Winged Sun further?

Thanks again for you interest.  Please explore site and teaching.  Reach out if you have any questions .

Your eternal friend,

Isaiah

Seeker, Click below to learn more about related topics or the return the NAVIGATOR.

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The Teachings of the Winged Sun

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Dearly Beloved,

It was 2013 when I had begun the process of a “reinterpretation of defenses” in Jesus' teaching. Up until that part of my life, all my defenses were pointed towards defending a private mind, perceiving myself as different from others, and managing my own life to achieve some worldly thrill, happiness, or comfort. I had spent my whole life protecting the image of a body I believed to be myself from the source of attack, which I believed came from outside my own mind. The Atonement, or placing my mind under Guidance in defense of reintegrating back into the Christ Mind of the Holy Spirit, the Mind of Light, was not a concern of mine.

I knew nothing of the Oneness of God. I did not know it existed. Then I hit an emotional bottom and met someone who did, and learned how to find it. Suddenly, finding more playmates, playgrounds, and playthings to keep the fake me going was losing its appeal. I admitted to myself I was tired of living in hell and I was always the only problem. I was desperate for change in many areas, but not ready to let go of everything. The most important thing was that I had a little willingness to get started learning to let go of all things that did not serve me. It was a willingness to head towards the Light in the escape of darkness.

The “reinterpretation of defenses” is necessary for the “inner light” to break out into the mind and for the true Spiritual Eye of Light and the Holy Spirit to awaken. It is my role to help the Holy One in facilitating this process for you as you learn about the sickness of level confusion. It is my goal to do all I can to help the Eye of Light to awaken in you and assist you in working out your own level confusion. You can escape the illusion of darkness if you desire to perceive others in a holy relationship with you as the Light of Innocence we all share. You will be turning your back on the sickness of the game of guilt as a source of darkness.

It was my own relationship with the Eye that introduced me to this teaching all those years ago. I have had many mystical experiences as a result. Do not expect many of those experiences to be exactly the same as my own. The Holy Spirit speaks to us in a language we can understand while we work towards learning the language of Silence. What you can hold as a happy expectation is the great mystical universal symbol of forgiveness: the Face of Christ as a Halo of Golden Light as the result of your learning, for we share this vision together. It represents the remembrance of God and His Beloved children who are all Love's messengers, sharing one Mind of Light. God has already given to you this gift. You need only want to accept it as your own by learning to give it. There are many other mystical experiences which you can also expect to take place, like the experience of Kundalini, various chakra sensations, and Christ Vision in general. Remember the ACIM workbook lesson below as we go along.

Lesson 253: My Self is Ruler of the Universe.

  1. It is impossible that anything should come to me unbidden by myself. ²Even in this world, it is I who rule my destiny. ³What happens is what I desire. ⁴What does not occur is what I do not want to happen. ⁵This must I accept. ⁶For thus am I led past this world to my creations, children of my will, in Heaven where my holy Self abides with them and Him Who has created me.

  2. You are the Self Whom You created Son, creating like Yourself and One with You. ²My Self, which rules the universe, is but Your Will in perfect union with my own, which can but offer glad assent to Yours, that it may be extended to Itself. (ACIM, W 253)

    We will revisit this miracle statement from time to time that, "What happens is what you desire. What does not occur is what you do not want to happen."

    Below are a few short lessons about the “Teaching of Winged Sun” that we offer at Chaiconi Bari as part of the Plants and Miracles curriculum. You may be stronger in some areas than others. As you click through each symbol, let it be a gift to you like a child on Christmas morning. Happy discoveries await you. Seeker, this is your Christmas time. A little willingness is all it takes for everything to be given you.

     

 

God bless us everyone,

Isaiah

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1. Introduction

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3.Serpent

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5. Caduecus

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7.Rising Christ

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2.Back to Basics

4. Messenger

6. Esclisped Heart

8. Nexus

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The Curanderos

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Maestro Isaiah Kenney

I am your retreat leader and have been working as an Ayahuasquero for 11 years now. I was introduced to it by the Great Spirit after a Kundalini awakening, which led to the awakening of the true Spiritual Eye of Light and the Golden Halo. After the halos formed, my mind began visiting angelic dimensions, and I was led to Ayahuasca by angels to help me understand the Atonement and a deep truth: that we are all artists at heart.

 

Ayahuasca taught me about the fall of angels, the ancient caduceus, the Plants & Miracles teaching, and the Flight of the Eagle & Condor. It has shown me not only how the illusory fall happened, but the teachings I needed to learn to continue ascending.  It's a classroom that has taught me so much about forgiveness, Christ-Vision, the Power of Mind, and the escape from the illusion of darkness, through the loving power of Jesus.

I have studied with 5 different families in the Amazon from various tribes, including the Amaringo-Shuña lineage and the Shipibo. All  families I take my clients to as some of the top healers in the world. The rest of my training with Ayahuasca consists of sitting alone with this miracle plant, facing myself, and traveling to shamanic worlds.

I consider myself a Sufi under the guidance of Inayat Khan & Jesus, specializing in Christian Mysticism. I also practice Vedanta and work in the Order of Melchizedek Priests. I have studied many spiritual traditions and teachers, including Buddhist; Dzogchen, Shambhala, and Zen. . Others include Zoroastrian, the 12 & 12, Vernon Howard, Barry Long, Taoism, Eckhart Tolle, Ramana Maharshi, Ernest Holmes, Suhrawardi, Jiddu Krishnamurti, and others.

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Maestro Alex Wexukapi

Alex has over 15 years working with Ayahuasca and Pyschonautica healing art. He lived with a Shipibo family for many studying their culture, such as Kene art, and many of their spiritual traditions where he received his name, Wexukapi. He completed a year-long apprenticeship as a vegetalista dieting on many master plants with Shipibo Master Alfredo Sinamano Cairuna, an extraordinary shaman with vision into the angelic realms.

Alex is deeply connected with this medicine and is a very capable shaman and retreat facilitator. Depending on the retreat, he will serve us medicine as we guide the retreat together with Ayahuasca. He has trained many teachers including Don Lucho, Wagner, and others. And worked in Brazil,  receiving the Spirit Warrior initiation fromo Shawãdawa people, gaining extensive knowledge in the tobacco  and Brazilian Ayahuasca healing arts.

His wider spiritual background includes extensive study of Buddhism, including Dzogchen, Vajrayana, and Zen,  as well as Japanese Shamanism~Shugendō. Other teachings includeJungian psychology, Hermetic studies, and Chaos Magick.  He also skilled as a Yoga teacher, massage therapist, and as a Qigong & Aikido practitioner.

 

Alex has a real passionate dedication to these sacred arts in service to healing others and embodies a willingness to stay open to continued transformation. What Alex has accomplished in the world of Ayahuasca, however a labor of love, is no easy feat. We are fortunate to have him serve as one of our Curanderos. He is a powerful Ayahuasquero and a beautiful soul.

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Maestro David Amaringo

David is co-founder of Chaiconi Bari. He is a master Ayahuasca visionary artist trained by his uncle, the legendary ayahuasquero curandero visionary artist Pablo Cesar Amaringo Shuña.  He has been drinking Ayahuasca for many years and tell us the plant has taught him to paint just as much as his uncle did, and demands just as much honesty.

He began his training when he was just 14 years old at the "USKO-AYAR" (a Quechua term meaning "Spiritual Prince" or "Wise Prince") Amazonian School of Painting co-founded by Pablo. A school David teaches at to this day. There, he studied spiritual principles and the art of "Well-Living" through painting as well as the English language. His work has been displayed in galleries worldwide, including the Museum of Children’s Art in Oslo, Norway, where his work is still permanently on exhibition.

Aside from his work with his uncle, he has trained with the people of the Shipibo tradition for man years and continues to do so. He is an exceptional guide of the upper Amazon basin,  skilled English translator, and masterful ceremonial facilitator.

He will be teaching  in our Ayahuasca Artisan Workshops and acting as  lead retreat facilitator and  organizer. I have been working with David for four years now. As you may know, Ayahuasca is not always easy. His knowledge of this plant, the wisdom he embodies, and his kindness have personally gotten me through some of my most difficult yet rewarding nights with amazing plant. I couldn’t be happier to have him on the team. He is man of great spiritual vision and a blessing to  us all.

Visit David's Gallery

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 Christopher Wilson

Christopher is a powerful teacher of the Christian Mystic Tradition with a deep love of the Bible,  A Course in Miracles, and the teachings Vernon Howard. When I think of him, his mental toughness, the love he has for his two little ones, and animals is always what comes to mind. He is very talented with children, demonstrating tremendous patience with them and compassion for all life forms. 

He is a long-term student or murid of mine and has supported the work of the Holy Earth Foundation and IamOneSelf.com for several years. Most of this website was built by me as part of a Sufi art project; however, Christopher is a skilled coder and web designer. He acts as a consultant and helps maintain the website. Over the next year, he will be taking over responsibility as our webmaster, internet marketer, social media manager, editor,  retreat screener, and learning to be a retreat facilitator. 

 

His background includes the ​ Psychedelics in Recovery 12 Step Fellowship, where he is in service as the current Chair of the Literature Committee and IT Support for their web presence. A fellowship he is very passionate about.​ Christopher is also an ordained minister at Psanctuary Sacred Mushroom Church. He is deeply connected to this entheogenic teacher as a psilocybin shamanic practitioner. 

 

He takes tremendous joy in being of service to God while sharing his wisdom at the Sunday service. We are most fortunate to have him on the team and to see him grow into his own Ayahuasca journey as he supports yours.

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Plants & Miracles

Learning "A Course in Miracles"
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Introduction to  Plants &  Miracles

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  33. Miracles honor man because he is lovable. They dispel illusions, perceive the light in him and restore his sanity.

 34. Miracles restore the Soul to its fullness. By atoning for lack, they establish perfect protection. It is the duty of the released to release their brothers.

35. Miracles are expressions of love, but they will not always have observable effects. Ask me which miracles you should perform.

36. Christ-controlled miracles are part of the Atonement. Christ-guidance is personal and leads to personal salvation. A guide does not control, but he does direct.

37. Miracles are examples of right thinking. Reality contact at all levels becomes strong and accurate, thus permitting correct delineation of intra- and interpersonal boundaries.

38. The Spiritual eye is the mechanism of miracles because what It perceives is true. It perceives both the creations of God and the creations of man. Among the creations of man, It can also separate the true from the false by Its ability to perceive totally rather than selectively. Only the creations of light are real.

39.A miracle is a correction factor introduced into false thinking by ME.

40. Miracles act as a catalyst, shaking up erroneous perception and snapping it into place. This correction factor places man under the Atonement principle, where his perception is healed. Until this has occurred, perception of the Divine Order is impossible. True depth perception becomes possible only at the highest order of perceptual.

41.The miracle dissolves error because the Spiritual eye identifies error as false or unreal. This is the same as saying that by seeing light, darkness automatically disappears.

42. Darkness is lack of light. It does not have unique properties of its own. It is an example of the scarcity fallacy, from which only error can proceed.

43. Miracles are a way of undoing over-learned patterns of love-lack. They bring light into darkness. That is where their Atonement value lies.

44.The miracle acknowledges all men as your brothers and mine. It perceives the universal mark of God in them. Specialness comes from inclusion, not exclusion.

45. Wholeness is the perceptual content of miracles. It corrects the faulty perception of lack anywhere.

46. A major contribution of miracles is their power to release man from isolation, deprivation and lack. Miracles affirm the completion and abundance of the Sonship.

47. Miracles arise from a miraculous state of mind. This state goes out to anyone, even without the awareness of the miracle worker.

48.The miracle expresses an inner awareness of Christ and acceptance of His Atonement. The mind enters a state of grace, and the stranger becomes your brother.

49. A miracle is never lost. It touches people you do not know, produces changes you cannot see and will always bless you.

50. Miracle-mindedness means miracle-readiness. Keep your perceptions straight so that you are ready, willing and able: listen, learn and do.

51. Awe is an inappropriate response to miracles. The miracle is a sign of love among equals; awe belongs only to revelation before the Creator.

52.The Holy Spirit is the Highest Communication Medium. Miracles are temporary communication devices. Revelation comes from God to man; the miracle is reciprocal because it involves equality.

53. The miracle is a learning device which lessens the need for time. It shifts perception from the horizontal to the vertical, carrying both giver and receiver farther along.

54.The miracle is the only device man has at his immediate disposal for controlling time. Only revelation transcends time.

55. The miracle makes no distinction among degrees of misperception. It corrects error regardless of its degree or direction.

56. The miracle compares what man has made with higher-level creation, accepting what accords with it as true and rejecting what is discordant as false. Perfect love casts out fear.

1. This is a course in miracles. It is a required course. Only the time you take it is voluntary. Free will does not mean that you can establish the curriculum. It means only that you may elect what you want to take at a given time. The course does not aim at teaching the meaning of love, for that is beyond what can be taught. It does aim, however, at removing the blocks to the awareness of love’s Presence, Which is your natural inheritance. The opposite of love is fear, but what is all encompassing can have no opposite.

 

2.This course can therefore be summed up very simply inthis way:

Nothing real can be threatened.

Nothing unreal exists.

Herein lies the Peace of God

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56 Miracle  Principles  from ACIM 

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1. There is no order of difficulty among miracles. One is not harder or bigger than another. All expressions of love are maximal.

2. Miracles as such do not matter. The only thing that matters is their Source.

3. Miracles occur naturally as expressions of love. The real miracle is the love that inspires them.

4. All miracles mean life, and God is the Giver of life. His Voice will direct you.

5. Miracles are habits and should be involuntary. They should not be under conscious control.

6. Miracles are natural. When they do not occur, something has gone wrong.

7. Miracles are everyone’s right, but purification is necessary first.

8. Miracles are a form of healing. They supply a lack, being performed by those who temporarily have more for those who temporarily have less.

9. Miracles are a kind of exchange. They bring more love both to the giver and the receiver.

10. The use of miracles as spectacles to induce belief misunderstands their purpose.

11. Prayer is the medium of miracles. Through prayer love is received, and through miracles love is expressed.

12. Miracles are thoughts. Thoughts can represent lower-order or higher-order reality.

13. Miracles are both beginnings and endings. They undo the past in the present and thus release the future.

14. Miracles bear witness to truth. They are convincing because they arise from conviction.

15. Each day should be devoted to miracles. Time is a teaching device and a means to an end.

16. Miracles demonstrate that it is more blessed to give than to receive. They strengthen the giver and supply strength to the receiver.

17. Miracles are the transcendence of the body. They shift away from lower-order reality, and that is why they heal.

18. A miracle is a service. It is the maximal service one individual can render another and a way of loving your neighbor as yourself.

19. Miracles make Souls one in Christ. They rest on the laws of eternity, not of time.

20. Miracles reawaken the awareness that the spirit, not the body, is the altar of truth. This leads to their healing power.

21. Miracles are natural expressions of total forgiveness. Man accepts God’s forgiveness by extending it to others.

22.0Miracles are associated with fear only because of the belief that darkness can hide. Darkness cannot hide, and there is nothing you want to hide.

23. Miracles rearrange perception and place its levels in true perspective. This heals because sickness comes from confusing the levels.

24. Miracles enable man to heal the sick and raise the dead because he made sickness and death and can abolish both. You are a miracle, capable of creating in the likeness of your Creator.

25. Miracles are part of an interlocking chain of forgiveness which, when completed, is the Atonement.

26. Miracles represent freedom from fear. Atoning means undoing, and the undoing of fear is essential to Atonement.

27. A miracle is a universal blessing from God through me to all my brothers. It is the privilege of the forgiven to forgive.

28. Miracles organize different levels of consciousness. Revelation unites Souls directly with God; miracles unite Souls directly with each other.

29. Miracles are a way of earning release from fear. Miracles are a means, and revelation is an end.

30. Miracles praise God through men. They honor His creations, affirm their perfection and replace body-identification with Soul-identification.

31. Miracles should inspire gratitude, not awe. Man should thank God for what he really is, and the miracle honors his holiness.

32. Christ inspires all miracles, which are really intercessions. They intercede for man’s holiness and make his perceptions holy.

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The Jungle Book: Plants & Miracles

 

 

Dearly Beloved,

This series is about answering the question, “What is Ayahuasca?” and, furthermore, what is “Plants & Miracles”? In this section, I will begin addressing these questions with what I call the “Jungle Book: Plants and Miracles.”

To further explain this answer, I would like to quote Jesus from the introduction to A Course in Miracles:

“The curriculum the Course proposes is carefully conceived and is explained, step by step, at both the theoretical and practical levels. It emphasizes application rather than theory, and experience rather than theology. It specifically states that ‘a universal theology is impossible, but a universal experience is not only possible but necessary. Christian in statement, the Course deals with universal spiritual themes. It emphasizes that it is but one version of the universal curriculum. There are many others, this one differing from them only in form. They all lead to God in the end.” (ACIM, Preface.2:1 to 7)

The Jungle Book: Plants & Miracles is just another version of the universal curriculum or, as I refer to it, a teaching of the Winged Sun. As stated, this one differs only in form. You might call it a specialized extension of the A Course in Miracles teaching because it leverages the ACIM Text, Meditation Workbook, Manual for Teachers, and Supplements. At the same time, it's important to understand that all versions of the universal curriculum are a course in miracles. This is why A Course in Miracles opens up with the statement: "This is a course in miracles. It is a required course. Only the time you take it is voluntary. Free will does not mean that you can establish the curriculum. It means only that you may elect what you want to take at a given time." Everyone has a version of the curriculum they work with; perhaps this particular version is right for you. Or perhaps you have a Sufi heart like myself, and will study many versions and perhaps specialize in one or several.

 

So what does a course in miracles or a version of the universal curriculum mean? If you were to say, this is a course in forgiving thoughts or loving thoughts that end body identification and the illusion of separation between you, your fellows, and God, it would mean the same thing. You could also say, it's a course in learning you are a miracle of God.

Although "Plants and Miracles" can be viewed as an extension of the ACIM teaching, the actual physical book is not required at all. For thousands of years, the shamans of the Amazon have been using Ayahuasca to read the mighty Jungle Book in Ayahuasca's Classroom. Physical books in the Amazon basin don’t last very long; the climate and ecosystem decompose everything, and quickly. A form of God’s answer to this predicament is Ayahuasca: an amazing plant and Spirit that alters your consciousness, allowing it to speak to you, show you what you are hiding from yourself, purge mental viruses, and present a shamanic picture show that is therapeutic, all in an effort to teach you how to live miracle principles, the truth of reality, and to heal you.

Ayahuasca has many specialized talents that will be discussed here as we address "What is Ayahuasca?" more deeply. A miracle among them is its ability to teach you that you are not a body, but a powerful creative mind in the shamanic visionary dreamscape as you discover your life and that your field of experience is a mental studio of art. It's up to you to decide if you will rejoin your will with God's and co-create with the Holy Spirit in a shamanic dream of forgiveness. An amazing journey where you discover your true Self through unconditional love for your teacher, Ayahuasca, and all creation.

What is a book, anyway, whether it be a picture book or one filled with words? It is a canvas that contains symbols that teach you in a language you can understand in the field of perception. As you experience its pages, it provokes and inspires you. You might even feel sick or experience fear as you digest it and look at yourself. Other times, you might feel like singing or feeling confused, and still others, a deep quiet comes over you. You will find Ayahuasca is no different.

In practice, the Jungle Book of Ayahuasca’s Plants & Miracles offers the same universal spiritual themes and experience of a vision of the Son of God in a Golden Halo of Light (also referred to as the Face of Christ). This is a “universal experience” that is “not only possible but necessary,” which all spiritual books or teachings provide, whether you know it or not. And so, it offers you the truth and a process of returning you to your original state, where you discover your angelic heritage. A process of ascension that has been painted in many versions of the universal curriculum as the Caduceus.

If you allow Ayahuasca to guide you through the Holy Spirit, one of its extraordinary talents is assisting you in Kundalini awakening and the awakening of the Spiritual Eye of Light that makes a full ascension possible. Ayahuasca has much to teach the world about the Caduceus, illuminating the pineal gland, miracle forgiveness, and many other topics, just as it has done for me and many others. It has been doing so both in theory and practice, offering a lovely picture book when either the plant Chaliponga (also called Huambisa), which supplies 5MeO DMT, or Chacruna, which supplies NN DMT, or both, is cooked with Ayahuasca, activating the pineal gland and supplying the "color" to the medicinal dreamscape provided.

 

Let’s take a look at a page of the Jungle Book: Plants & Miracles presented to us from Pablo Amaringo as we dive deeper into a few of these topics.

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"Muses of Time"

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In the above painting, you will see that the ancient symbol of the Caduceus has made its way into the shamanic visionary art of Pablo Amaringo’s Jungle Book. The same symbols and spiritual themes shown here have appeared in Kundalini Yoga, Freemasonry, Greek artwork, and many other works over thousands of years. Even recently, it appears in the artwork of Markus Drassl for the book The Fellowship of the River: A Medical Doctor’s Exploration into Traditional Amazonian Plant Medicine by Joseph Tafur, M.D.

This is a book I highly recommend if you are questioning the ethical use of Ayahuasca, which is very common among 12 Step students who have been told this medicine is just another drug. Its cover is shown in the image gallery below. It contains many stories that speak of patients who began recovering from sexual abuse and a host of mental disorders that drive people to drugs in the first place. In many cases, they have no idea of the sickness they are hiding from themselves until Ayahuasca shows them through visions.

In the painting, you will see the serpent energy at the bottom of the double helix traveling upwards from the underworld to the Spiritual Eye, where the state of royalty and the angelic kingdom is remembered. There is a hellish state below and a majestic state above that is reached as the purification of consciousness takes place and the illusion of opposites is let go.

The depth presented in this art is tremendous. All of these loving symbols are painted to teach you of your return from the illusory world of perception, body identity, and physical reality, to the world of the Knowledge of God, Soul identity, and the Reality of Immortal Light. Ayahuasca offers this to you both through books like Ayahuasca Visions (in the gallery below as well) where you can study Pablo's work and by visiting with angels yourself by drinking Ayahuasca.

Isn’t it amazing that Pablo had no knowledge of Kundalini Yoga teachings or the Caduceus teachings of the Greeks, yet the Jungle Book delivered the same pictorial truths of the fall of angels and offered insights into your return home? These are the same truths found in ACIM, the Bible, and so many others. As you progress, you are going to understand this esoteric painting and many others that Pablo painted as you live the teachings of the Caduceus, Plants & Miracles, Kundalini Yoga, or whatever you choose to call your version of the universal curriculum, and comprehend its relationship to Ayahuasca.

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The visionary art of the Jungle Book, or visionary art in general, is often not fully understood by the artists who co create it. It is meant to be meditated upon, like any other spiritual book, and sometimes is not fully comprehended within one's lifetime. Such was the case with Pablo Amaringo, who spoke about this publicly. It was his wish that his paintings would be studied by "scientists" so they could discover the meanings hidden from ignorant eyes.

We see another example of this in the above painting of Jesus and the saints. This artist may have known very little, if anything, about the Golden Halo of Light as the Face of Christ and the Crown Chakra Bindu. Yet discovering it is a gateway to another world where angels fly as you remember who and what you are. That painting's resemblance to the more modern work of Kundalini Yoga next to it, which I modified, is more than uncanny; it is supernatural. This artist also had a limited understanding of the psychopictographic teaching coming through, which over thousands of years has been getting clearer and clearer as the human race continues to uncover these holy royal sciences.

What makes this possible is the high degree of Presence the artist possesses and their devotion to the Truth or the Atonement. As one paints or creates art, there is an intensity of being in the Now with God, performing a natural co creative function with the One Self, extending the healing ideas inspired by the Holy Spirit to the canvas. It cannot be overstated how healing this practice is if you can get through the war with yourself required to sit down and start co creating. It is a dedication to joining with your brothers through forgiveness and resting in your Soul while you listen and live in the Will of God.

To quote Jesus:

"The result of genuine devotion is inspiration, a word which, properly understood, is the OPPOSITE of fatigue. To be fatigued is to be DIS spirited, but to be inspired is to be IN the spirit. To be egocentric IS to be dispirited. But to be Self centered in the RIGHT sense is to be inspired, or in the Soul." (ACIM Urtext, 4.A.2)

"Great Mariri or Medicine"

"TheSeer"

In the above artwork, you will see the same spiritual themes repeated in the Jungle Book painted by Pablo yet again, with the addition of a rainbow border around the angelic world in the Kingdom of Heaven. This is an element of the rainbow body teaching where you go beyond the rainbow spectrum of refraction colors seen by physical eyes to the Light of Oneness seen by the Spiritual Eye of the Holy Spirit, the Eye of Light, as your identity rooted in differentiation begins to dissolve. A journey we take together in a circle of atonement.

 

In the words of Jesus:

"How beautiful indeed are the thoughts of God, who live in His light. Your worth is beyond perception because it is beyond doubt. Do not perceive yourself in different lights. KNOW yourself in the One Light, where the miracle which is you is perfectly clear." (ACIM Urtext, T.3.G.19 to 20)

In the painting "Great Mariri," a lovely violet is at the center, which speaks to the violet flame of transmutation where fear, the belief of scarcity and so many other beliefs dissolve or are transmuted, allowing angels to begin to come into view once  the Spiritual Eye Awakens. In the other painting, "The Seer," a clear white light shines from a Great King of the Source of Light. The family of God, as an angelic choir, surrounds Him in Awe of the Creator of Perfection. The quality of this white and pure light points to the light of Christ Vision, which can never be divided. The immortal light that is God's Being and your own.

In this painting, Kundalini energy is rising as a double helix in rainbow colors as well. A phenomenon you can experience yourself when  Kundalini rises and waves of rainbow light begin to flood your world. This was the case with my own awakening when I turned away from physical sight, the eyes of comparison in discovery of true Beauty and turned my back on the lustful serpent for a time. The life force energy trapped in the sacral chakra began to make its way up the spine in a harmonious way, and the Spiritual Eye of Light and Love awakened.

What is painted in both is what's called the "Secret Haven" spoken of in the poem "The Will of God," from A Course in Miracles: The Gifts of God", composed by Jesus. I quote it often to bring awareness to the world it exists.  It speaks of an angelic state of mind you can glimpse when you drink Ayahuasca. It is a state of mind that has become my natural state, having seen the vision of the Face of Christ as the Golden Halo through the Spiritual Eye, taking one beyond the physical world. I encourage you to set the goal to find the secret haven yourself and not stop until you have this experience. This is yet another "universal experience" everyone must find in the end!

All these elements are discussed in detail as we dive deeper into the true nature of Reality, the Spiritual Eyes (plural), Caduceus, and the Fall of Angels. Thank you for your interest in learning about the Jungle Book: Plants & Miracles.

Enjoy the poem below  to learn about the secret haven. Just by reading it, you are moving towards a choir of angel that circle you now. Feel them around you with you.

Much Love to you,

Isaiah

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THE WILL OF GOD
 

There is a silence and a certainty
Apart from time; a peace and quietness
Surrounded by a thousand angels’ wings,
And kept inviolate by God’s Own Hand.
It is for everyone. Yet very few
Have found it. It will wait for everyone
Who seek, and all of them will find at last
This secret haven, hidden from the world,
And yet in open sight. Its clarity
Is blazing, yet it is not often seen.
Its call is constant, yet is rarely heard.
Attack must overlook it, yet to love
It gives an instant answer. Here the Will
Of God is recognized and cherished still.
And it is here that finally God’s Son
Will understand his will and God’s are one.

Jesus - The Gifts of God

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~A message of Love, Harmony, and Beauty from Meastro David Amaringo~


"This painting depicts the universe with its stars and galaxies surrounding everything in the center of the canvas. The central figure, bordered by rainbows, represents planet Earth with its life energy. It takes the form of an ayahuasca leaf, and within it stands the Lopuna Colorada tree. This tree is considered the mother of trees, being the tallest in the Amazon. The Inca mother represents the mother of the tree, sheltering the species of flora and fauna. Our Mother Earth gives us her nature, and we, as brothers and sisters of the tribes, can enjoy this great variety of medicinal plants and everything else we have here. Therefore, the message I give here is that we must all love and care for our planet Earth with Great Love. We must do what is right. We have everything we need in this wonderful world and we must love it."

What is Ayahuasca - The Brew

 

 

Dearly Beloved,

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In this letter, we will discuss the Ayahuasca brew, of which you may already have an understanding regarding its two main chemical ingredients and their respective plant sourced materials. The first is dimethyltryptamine (DMT), present either as NN-DMT sourced from the leaves of Chacruna (Psychotria viridis) and/or Chaliponga (Diplopterys cabrerana) which also produces 5Meo-DMT.  The second consists of harmala alkaloids, namely harmine and tetrahydroharmine (THH), which act as monoamine oxidase inhibitors sourced from the Ayahuasca vine. These alkaloids temporarily inhibit the activity of monoamine oxidase (MAO), an enzyme present in the gut that would otherwise break down the DMT from the other plants. This botanical synergy allows the DMT to become active when consumed orally, where it impacts the hypothalamus and pineal gland, allowing for guided Ayahuasca  psychedelic visions and emotional healing to commence alongside the other teaching plants.  In this classroom Ayahuasca is teaching but being by Holy Spirit and Jesus. (For a more detailed explanation as to what happens at the level of the pineal gland, explore the section on the Spiritual Eyes.)

Some Ayahuasqueros use Chacruna exclusively and some use Chaliponga, also called Huambisa. It's also very common to have a mix of Chacruna and Chaliponga. Chacruna is more popular in Peru in a 50/50 ratio to the vine, while Chaliponga is more widely used in Ecuador and Colombia. I have personally used both in various ratios and as solo brews. I can't say one is better than the other, as I have experienced equal visionary qualities from each. I do plan to work on a brew that is heavier with Chaliponga, which has a higher concentration of DM T in general.

There are perhaps 20 different strains or so of Ayahuasca. Some strains go unnoticed by the untrained eye until they are cut open and the Ayahuasca star or rosette is exposed in a cross section. Some varieties have smooth bark while others are very rough. The most commonly used is yellow Ayahuasca, which is known for its overall potency. It has brown bark and a yellow center. The second most common is red Ayahuasca, which is also a very potent strain and pretty much red throughout. The third most common variety is black Ayahuasca, which was used by visionary artist Pablo Amaringo and his students. It's known for its ability to teach artists.

All of these majestic plants have lovely flowers, a characteristic I didn't realize for many years until my love for Ayahuasca blossomed. There is a lot to learn from flowers. Ayahuasca is a great teacher of the "Sacred Manuscript of Nature," a manuscript that is treasured by the Sufis. It is yet another chapter of the Jungle Book: Plants & Miracles I look forward to discussing with you. 

 

Enjoy the gallery below to have a look at these miracle plants.

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Making the brew is a very labor intensive and time consuming process. The vine is mashed with hammers and shredded by hand, preferably while fresh and soft. The DMT containing leaves, fresh or dry, are mixed and layered with the crushed vine and boiled in water for many hours, including overnight, and then strained and refined as it is boiled down further into an extracted liquid of high potency, ready for consumption. The cook time varies from a day or so to many days depending on the recipe. Some brewers work to make it sweeter, drawing out natural sugars in the vine. It is perfectly fine to store the liquid at room temperature for a very long time. How long is very long? I have a friend who has been holding batches for years like this with no issues.

It is also very common for other plants to be brewed in the process. Some of the more common are Bobinsana, Ajo Sacha, and Nicotiana Rustica. Bobinsana is known to be a heart opener and is used if you are afraid of drinking the medicine or have a rough go of it. It can give you a softer launch and a more gentle experience over all. Ajo Sacha is a plant whose roots have properties that help you purge negative energy in your system. I was taught the saying, "roots go deep". I have found this to be quite an effective plant. It really gets the job done. Nicotiana Rustica, a native medicinal tobacco, is also used in small amounts to help you purge. They work very well together and there are others with various properties.

Understand that some plants in various traditions are viewed in different ways. I am sharing what I have learned and have found to be the most common experience among people who I have drunk Ayahuasca with. That doesn't mean that others don't experience different effects and have valid opinions. I have experienced this phenomenon with the vine itself.

As I hinted to already, traditionally Ayahuasca is perceived as a very bitter drink and can be difficult for some to keep down at first, requiring a bit of a chaser. People often quiver for a second or two, which is really due to being anxious about what we are hiding from ourselves and, more so, we are afraid of light. I have found over time the brew tastes like a pleasant black licorice, quiver or not.

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Lastly and most certainly not least when speaking about the brew I feel it is of the utmost importance that whenever we are taking something from the earth we do so consciously in reverence to God, the giver of Life. We should take what we need in gratitude to the Great Spirit, the plants, and respect Gaia. All of us need to consider the impact we have on the ecosystem and make an effort to support the replanting of what we used in some way. It is very true that we are having to go deeper and deeper into the jungle to source these plants. The world needs more sustainable sources of Ayahuasca and supporting teacher plants.

For a peek into different stages of making the brew I have included some in the gallery below.​​​

Much Love to You!

Isaiah

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~Ayahuasca's Message of  Love, Harmony, and Beauty.~

What is Ayahuasca - Who?

 

 

Dearly Beloved,​​

 

Before we go any further, consider taking a moment of silence and feel the Love of Ayahuasca surround you, as the Love of God. May you rest in its Heart and as it rest in yours. This is the only way to truly come to know Ayahuasca.

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Let's continue addressing the question "What is Ayahuasca", by asking "Who is Ayahuasca?" while we continue to explore what happens when we drink Ayahuasca and learn from its teaching about the nature of identity, polarities, functions of the Mind of God, and forgiveness.

Ayahuasca is an ancient Quechua compound word whose meaning is understood backwards. "huasca" means rope and "aya" means dead. Rope in Quechua translates to mean vine, which is this same word in Quechua, as the indigenous people use the vine as rope. So the translation  reads, "vine of the dead". Dead" in this context  means: the release of negative energy in the mind and body. A death to fear, false beliefs, tension, the past, attachments to the body, and the illusion of separation from God and His holy children.  A vine that helps facilitate ego death by helping to purge what no longer serves you from the mind and body.

 

The idea death is nothing to be afraid of when it is understood as whole new way of living.  Quite literally living means dying to your false conditioning . This  great miracle allows you to learn of forgiveness, where to die is to disappear.  Where  forgiveness..."dispels this meaningless illusion by the same approach which carries all of them to truth, and merely leaves them there to disappear." ACIM Workbook Lesson 136.

This is what dying means to a shaman or a wise person in general. An undoing of the past in the present, releasing the future, which is a miracle principle of forgiveness. This release is called a purge in this tradition, which is integrated into what dead or death means. And yes, this does include vomiting, diarrhea, and burping along the miracle.  It's process is purging mental virus from the mind.  Some lineages in the Amazon actually refer to Ayahuasca as "Purga". Purging is part of the process of the ego dying and learning about forgiveness. I like to think of it as the  "The Vine of Forgiveness", or "The Vine of Resurrection."

All this may feel this is a bit far fetched until you drink Ayahuasca  and something happens in ceremony that disturbs you more than just a little bit. Something that seems to be external to you that you want to blame as the source of your pain. "You're going through it",  as the saying  goes and say to yourself, " I just want quite, I don't want hear anymore healing songs! Please stop singing!". That's what to happen to me. I blamed my pain on the noise around me. On all the drumming  and icaros.  I blamed it on Ayahuasca. I was projecting guilt  and lost appreciation  for the NOW, stuck  grievances. I left the ceremony that night for a least a hour separating  myself from the group before coming back. In my pain it was Ayahuasca  that taught me if you think you have problem, ask yourself what I can change in self and look nowhere else. I was given the miracle., "Separation isn't a solution, it's a delusion." It was forgiveness that ended the pain as I purged along the way.  We are learning  how Ayahuasca teaches A Course In Miracles.

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That said, who is Ayahuasca at the level of the individual being or an eternal living entity? Perhaps you object to the idea of individuality believing it's dualistic.  This common in Vedanta, Direct Path teachings, and from many teaches who are ignorant to the reality of the soul, the Immortal Light, and His holy angels.  Do you really know what  Sat-Chit-Ananda means? 

 

I understand "the One Self and souls" sounds like a contradiction speaking of dualities.   Many have  yet to discover the term individual literally implies something indivisible. They don't understand that souls co-create with God and share their co-creations with all other souls to increase the joy of the Kingdom. Understanding divine individuality is to understand how limitless joy is created and part  of who you really are.  Extending forgiveness will teach you this. We discuss all this further in  the "Fallen Angels of Humanity".

Humanity has a similar  confusion  when its comes to the divine feminine and masculine. Not only in the world of Ayahuasca, but in many spiritual traditions and organized religions. In this tradition there are many people who claim Ayahuasca is a grandmother and feminine spirit, referring to it as "Mother Ayahuasca". I have spoken to several who have had visions of Ayahuasca coming to them in a motherly form. Yet other Ayahuasca traditions say that that is completely false, that Ayahuasca the spirit has a definitive masculine role, that it is clearly the active pursuant principle teacher and masculine pole, while Chacruna and Chaliponga, however equal teachers in their own right, take a feminine or more passive role in ceremonies. 

Personally, Aya has shown itself to me in a very clear male vocal tone and at that time in the English language. And I do agree Ayahuasca takes a leadership role in ceremony as a masculine principle. But we must understand who masculine principle means at the level of the Creative or Healing Mind. At the same time, I am certainly not claiming Ayahuasca has a male spirit.

I submit to you Ayahuasca teaches you through the Holy Spirit, which many would argue is feminine according to many Gnostic texts. At the level of identity that is simply not true. It is true, however, that God Himself impregnates the Holy Spirit with His Will, but again we are speaking about functions of the Creative Mind, not identity. Just as God impregnates the Holy Spirit with His Will or Thoughts as part of the Trinity, the Holy Spirit impregnates your mind in the chain of creative causation. This is inspiration. 

Revelatory thinking is one of the creative functions of the soul's great passivity or open mindedness as it shares God's Will as its own, forever open to the Thoughts of God to create what it experiences. In this sense, the soul knows its role as a co creative womb. The soul is a luminous, spacious awareness with a mind as a co creative extension of God's Mind, ready to give birth through the inspiration of the Thoughts of God. At the same time, the soul knows the masculine part of the one Self, which is the Higher Mind and Will or Thoughts of God.

When speaking to this mental function of God, it's proper use masculine pronouns. Not because God is ultimately male, but because we are learning to have God think for us again, and that's what understanding divine masculinity is all about. We are leaving the ego's thought system of a private mind where we think for ourselves and rejoin the Holy Thought System of God's inspiration, where we share one Mind and Will that governs us all in Love, Harmony, and Beauty. There are no polarities in God or at the level of our real identity as the one Self and individual soul, because there can be no separation or opposites. Everything is shared under a single androgynous Self, which is the meaning of the Atonement and discovery of Love, Harmony, and Beauty.

Perhaps reciting a short prayer will help you get through any resistance to these truths.

Father,

I am your co-creative and empty vessel. May I listen to our Voice as the Holy Spirit. The thoughts I have alone that I am aware of are but illusions. Only the Thoughts We share are real. I am open to receive your blessings. Speak to me of your holy ideas and fill my womb with your beautiful Thoughts. Guide my mind to manifest as Yours, for my mind is one with Yours.

Amen

Our attachments to a polarity as part of our false identity resist these truths, learning about forgiveness,  and discovering the light of Christ vision. The solution that brings that resistance to an end.  We want to hold on to "I am a man", or "I am a woman"  and miscreate the opposite as a point of comparisons because it gives us a sense of self as a body mind and we are addicted to seeking in others what we believe we are lacking in ourselves. Man does this when he seeks the physical womb and beauty of woman wrongly, unaware of his co creative mind and inner beauty, and hers. Woman does this when she seeks the physical strength and resources of man wrongly, having lost the awareness of the strength and security of God. These are just a few examples.

Not understanding what I am speaking of now is one of the major reasons the Golden Halo of Light and  the fall of angels is unknown to the world. We have both masculine and feminine principles inside of us. A willingness to reintegrate them into our minds and way of being is how we gain a deeper knowledge of the Holy Relationship and reenter the Kingdom of Heaven. We have both the Father and Mother principle inside us. Discovering this attracts the right man or woman into your life automatically or repairs the relationship you are in.  Either way it will be the outward reflection of your inward condition.

Jesus speaks of this when he teaches about transcending dualities of the special relationship, and the proper understanding of spiritual partnership and classroom between man and woman in matters of sex, raising children, and building a creative home together.

“When you make the two one, and when you make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside, and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the female into a single one, so that the male will not be male nor the female be female... then you will enter the kingdom.” Logion 22 The Gospel of Thomas

All  of this helps you understand what Ayahuasca isn't, so you can removes the blocks to discovery what it is.

Let's pause, a read a lovely poem from Jesus  and listen to the song "Universal Lover" by Fantuzzi, a Rainbow Family Classic. Both speak to this quote  so strongly. They have had such a profound impact on my heart, giving it wings. I trust they will do the same for you.

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"THE HOLY RELATIONSHIP"

 

I am God’s Son, His mother, father, friend,

His brother and His love. For all of this

Is He to me, and thus am I to Him.

The world is His. And being His is mine.

My holiness extends from Him, to be

His holiness, by love complete in me.

Jesus - The Gifts of God Poems

I hope it's becoming clearer to you that Ayahuasca at the level of identity and spirit is neither male nor female but, just like you, possesses these energies. Energies that in truth are one whole energy that co creates. It may take on temporary forms but it is the Presence behind the forms that is closer to what and who Ayahuasca is in the oneness of Light. At the same time, it's important never to downplay or discredit "Mother Ayahuasca". Ayahuasca is a great mother who nurtures and holds us in the Light of God. It has the capacity to take us all the way up to the Light, encouraging us to step out of the darkness of division with its comparisons, polarities, and tribalism. All of these are egoic characteristics that resist our true identity in the one Self.

The Holy Spirit through Ayahuasca calls us back to one tribe of Immortal Light, where we go from divisive religious ideas to spiritual traditions that share a universal curriculum and truth. Always doing so in a language you can understand, giving you what you need. If Ayahuasca is showing itself in a motherly form to you, there may be a message for you there to meditate on. Perhaps calling you to learn of your divine feminine and be more open to receive the Thoughts of God. And if it shows itself as masculine, to be more open to receive the Thoughts of God.

All of this is my own experience. Having transcended much of my own identity in polarity, I indeed experience Ayahuasca as an androgynous force. A loving being that is also very angelic and speaks in the language of silence. 

 

I want to share with you a vision I had with Ayahuasca that came through that silence, which I call "The Resurrection of Ayahuasca".

The Resurrection of Ayahuasca

 

 

Dearly Beloved,

Ayahuasca visions do not always come through in colorful dreamscapes seen through the pineal eye. Sometimes they are simply insightful messages of an ethereal order, which may or may not include imagery. When they arrive, you may be called upon to bring them to canvas, share them, and meditate on them for a short period or for many years. I have received many, both in and outside of ceremonies. I trust you will too. The gallery above represents one such message. One that I feel called to progress further, from my current infant ways of digital artistry to the paintbrush over the next few years. It reaches further than most understand.

This imagery falls into the category of the Sacred Manuscript of Nature. It came to me while meditating on the question, "What is Ayahuasca?", when I began to feel a vine growing up a tree, reaching for the canopy in a fight for survival. There are so many vines in the world that strangle trees, completely covering them, blocking out the sun without a care for the leaves and roots of the tree they have become parasitic to. Is this not a wish to be loved by Source of Light special favor? It is every vine for itself to gain the Sun's attention while the tree is strangled to death, even though its Presence offered the vine life and companionship. Is the story I'm telling any different from the story of Cain and Abel?

In this vision, the vine became conscious that it was in pain as it tightened its grip on the tree, unable to stop on its own, and it called to Love to save it. It had reached a point that we all reach, where we ask ourselves, sick and tired of anger, "Is there a better way?". The Holy One responded to the vine, giving it the great miracle principle and spiritual law that, "giving and receiving are the same."

Plants & Miracles is about ending all division in your mind through discovering Christ vision in the practice of miracle forgiveness. The wonderful healing Light of Oneness that is revealed to you in a determination to discover Love, Harmony, and Beauty as a co creator of this moment. These words are states of Being you cannot perceive and know if you choose to maintain an identity full of distinctions such as polarity, opposites, fractions, and blame. How can you, when you believe someone else is dreaming this dream for you? That is what all those distinctions tell lies about. You must stop wanting to see through physical eyes and will to see through the Eye of Innocence to go beyond them. You must want to give in the Spirit of true Love, Harmony, and Beauty.

Forgiveness is for giving. That is how you come to know its meaning and experience Christ vision in the light of  Self-sameness as the result of that giving. The principle that giving and receiving are the same is such a mighty lesson because it ends all division as the principle is practiced and generalized toward all others in your mind. Of all the miracle principles that could have been given to me to understand Ayahuasca and myself,  I'm so pleased it was this one. Then again, how could it be otherwise? It is the miracle principle of the Golden Rule. If you want something, you have to give it.

Loazi speaks of this in the Tao Te Ching :

"For every force there is a counterforce. Violence, even well intentioned, always rebounds upon oneself. " Lesson 30

I like to think of it as a equal non-opposite counter force.

"If you want to take something, you must first allow it to be given. This is called the subtle perception of the way things are. " Lesson 36

Isn't amazing it's a subtle perception yet it's going all all the time and few realize it.

This truth is discussed in ACIM Workbook Lesson 108, where it states: "To give and to receive are one in truth. I will receive what I am giving now." (ACIM, W 108) The lesson says:

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1."Vision depends upon today’s idea. ²The light is in it, for it reconciles all seeming opposites. ³And what is light except the resolution, born of peace, of all your conflicts and mistaken thoughts into one concept which is wholly true? ⁴Even that one will disappear, because the Thought behind it will appear instead to take its place. ⁵And now you are at peace forever, for the dream is over then. 

2.True light that makes true vision possible is not the light the body’s eyes behold. ²It is a state of mind that has become so unified that darkness cannot be perceived at all. ³And thus what is the same is seen as one, while what is not the same remains unnoticed, for it is not there. 

3.This is the light that shows no opposites, and vision, being healed, has power to heal. ²This is the light that brings your peace of mind to other minds, to share it and be glad that they are one with you and with themselves. ³This is the light that heals because it brings single perception, based upon one frame of reference, from which one meaning comes.

4.Here are both giving and receiving seen as different aspects of one Thought whose truth does not depend on which is seen as first, nor which appears to be in second place. ²Here it is understood that both occur together, that the Thought remain complete. ³And in this understanding is the base on which all opposites are reconciled, because they are perceived from the same frame of reference which unifies this Thought.

5.One thought, completely unified, will serve to unify all thought. ²This is the same as saying one correction will suffice for all correction, or that to forgive one brother wholly is enough to bring salvation to all minds. ³For these are but some special cases of one law which holds for every kind of learning, if it be directed by the One Who knows the truth.

6.To learn that giving and receiving are the same has special usefulness, because it can be tried so easily and seen as true. ²And when this special case has proved it always works, in every circumstance where it is tried, the thought behind it can be generalized to other areas of doubt and double vision. ³And from there it will extend, and finally arrive at the one Thought which underlies them all.

7.To learn that giving and receiving are the same has special usefulness, because it can be tried so easily and seen as true. ²And when this special case has proved it always works, in every circumstance where it is tried, the thought behind it can be generalized to other areas of doubt and double vision. ³And from there it will extend, and finally arrive at the one Thought which underlies them all.

8.Today we practice with the special case of giving and receiving. ²We will use this simple lesson in the obvious because it has results we cannot miss. ³To give is to receive. ⁴Today we will attempt to offer peace to everyone, and see how quickly peace returns to us. ⁵Light is tranquility, and in that peace is vision given us, and we can see.

9.So we begin the practice periods with the instruction for today, and say:

²To give and to receive are one in truth.
³I will receive what I am giving now.

⁴Then close your eyes, and for five minutes think of what you would hold out to everyone, to have it yours. ⁵You might, for instance, say:

⁶To everyone I offer quietness.
⁷To everyone I offer peace of mind.
⁸To everyone I offer gentleness.

10.Say each one slowly and then pause a while, expecting to receive the gift you gave. ²And it will come to you in the amount in which you gave it. ³You will find you have exact return, for that is what you asked. ⁴It might be helpful, too, to think of one to whom to give your gifts. ⁵He represents the others, and through him you give to all.

11.Our very simple lesson for today will teach you much. ²Effect and cause will be far better understood from this time on, and we will make much faster progress now. ³Think of the exercises for today as quick advances in your learning, made still faster and more sure each time you say, “To give and to receive are one in truth.”

(ACIM, W-108.6:1–10:3)

Do you want to arrive at the one Thought that unifies them all? Your desire for Christ vision through your willingness to practice this miracle principle will take you there. Jesus tells us you will always receive equal to what you give, equal in effort, intensity, and every way. He speaks of an alternative to strangling yourself, which is a constriction, or tension. It is the condition of everyone who lives in ego. It is a living from false control and being forceful. If you wish to push others around in the belief it is going to get you what you want, you will be pushed in return, not only by your own emotions, but by circumstance. To quote Guy Finley, "Push and get shoved." If you take from others, your own creative mind will take everything from you. It is only a matter of time.

As you practice this lesson, something amazing happens and you level up. You learn that you cannot be the ultimate Giver because you are not the ultimate Thinker. Something else will give for you, when you get the "me" out of the way and allow God to think for you. In truth, you cannot know what to give, think, say, or do in any situation ever. You are forever innocent. What you can do is learn to allow the Holy Spirit, who does know, to begin giving on your behalf, a Voice that tells you what, when, and where to give, always. I am speaking about learning how to let go of the whole idea of choice and decisions made by a separate self. In this lies the understanding of true empathy, compassion, mercy, forgiveness, and the Love of God. You can live from force or innocence. This is the one choice that ends all others. A choice you must make.

That said, once the choice is made, you have to start somewhere. Where do you start besides practicing this ACIM lesson? Make the effort to learn about Right Mindedness and start giving. Do so consciously aware of what you are giving, knowing everything you give, you give to your Self. Take the first step of four in Jesus' teaching:

Step 1 being: "To have all, give all to all."

And what are you giving? Appreciation to all for every reason and no reason at all. That is what love is. Give it to those who yell at you. Give it to a smelly room. Give it to both political parties. Give it to a rainy day. Give it to a missed flight. When you are feeling pain, give thanks to this moment for teaching you that you are still in love with pain. Acknowledge the holiness that resides in all things. Will to experience that God is in everything you see in the Light of Christ vision.

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In my visionary experience, Ayahuasca learns this lesson, or perhaps I am the one learning the lesson at one with Ayahuasca, and it is just a teaching metaphor. Ayahuasca stopped strangling the trees and started hugging them in appreciation. When it released its grip, it let go of its own chains and resurrected, not as male or female, but as an angel, like you and me, a messenger of God's Love, free of polarities. If you see Ayahuasca as anything other than a messenger of Love, which has no opposites, the message you receive will be the message that you gave. That, my friends, is how it really works.

In the words of Jesus:

The message your brother gives you is up to you. ²What does he say to you? ³What would you have him say? ⁴Your decision about him determines the message you receive. ⁵Remember that the Holy Spirit is in him, and His Voice speaks to you through him. ⁶What can so holy a brother tell you except truth? ⁷But are you listening to it? ⁸Your brother may not know who he is, but there is a light in his mind that does know. ⁹This light can shine into yours, giving truth to his words and making you able to hear them. ¹⁰His words are the Holy Spirit’s answer to you. ¹¹Is your faith in him strong enough to let you hear?  ACIM T-9.II.5:1-11)

Sometimes when you drink Ayahuasca, it can be very difficult. I discovered that this principle can get you through the toughest of moments. In those moments, Ayahuasca reminds you not to blame the medicine, but to accept the medicine. The truth is that you believe you have an enemy outside yourself and are living in separation. The truth is that the enemy you see is the enemy in you. You choose how you feel based on what you are giving to the moment. You can have a shift in perception, and, instead of hating the moment, simply say, "Ayahuasca is my friend". Say it over and over if you have to. Find it in yourself to give gratitude to this moment, and you will feel the love and life come back to you. Your own resurrection is about understanding that giving and receiving are the same.

In closing, did Ayahuasca really resurrect as an angel? I do not know, but Jesus did, and so am I. I am certainly open minded on the point. What I do know is that Ayahuasca speaks as Yeshua does, through the Holy Spirit. This, to me, is saying a lot. You discover this when you drink Ayahuasca and learn to listen.

The Hopi Indians teach that all things have a spirit, and I believe that too. I feel it in the trees, do you not? I also know that Ayahuasca teaches the resurrection of all angels as messengers of Love, and Jesus teaches us, "Illusions are always illusions of differences."

The consciousness of God is everywhere and in everything. There is most certainly an intelligence in the cells of this vine and an intelligence you encounter when you drink the vine. If through God all things are possible, is it possible God illuminated a plant that transcended the world? If one says no, is it because the plant does not have a brain? That is the general objection of most people. I am reminded of a quote in Workbook Lesson 92: "You also believe the body’s brain can think. If you but understood the nature of thought, you could but laugh at this insane idea." (ACIM, W 92.2:1 to 2), a quote I have discovered for myself to be true.

I hope you enjoyed the picture gallery. I promise you its message will stick with you for the rest of your life.

 

Much Love ~ God Saves,

Isaiah

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What is Ayahuasca - Magic Assisted Psycho Therapy

​​​Dearly Beloved,

Much has been written about what plant medicine, entheogens, or psychedelic compounds are, their role in spirituality, and their capacity for healing. There have been many spiritual teachers who have spoken against them and others who have spoken for them. In this letter, I will provide some answers to still questioning minds and the minds of others who have reached erroneous conclusions.

These teachings offer you the opportunity to learn and practice miracle or true forgiveness and discover the beauty of spiritual sight, real vision, or Christ vision in the field of psychotherapy with these medicines. That said, these medicines are not for everyone. They are not necessary for everyone on their healing journey, only the silent Voice of Forgiveness is. They are only for those who feel called to them as an aid in their process of recovery from the ego's thought system and the belief that you are a body. One suggests that before you condemn them, be willing to thoroughly investigate and find out the truth of the matter instead of living in fear of what you do not understand.

Be open to a perspective of these medicines and others, from the point of view of the teaching of A Course in Miracles or “Plants and Miracles” teachers such as my own direct experience ingesting a variety of medicines in a miracle minded meditative practice in solitude, as well as in the community since 2017.

Over the years, I have sat with LSD, MDMA, and psilocybin on numerous occasions. I have done some work with phenethylamines and iboga and ibogaine as well. The vast majority of my work in this field has been with Ayahuasca, a magical brew that contains DMT and harmine both in a non traditional setting at home in the US in both micro dose and large dosage, and with five different families of the Peruvian Amazon. I am here to testify that these tools can assist a person in understanding spiritual truths such as the following:

  • The addiction to self centered thought or the ego's thought system. (Ayahuasca)

  • End an addictive cycle by learning to let go of grievances against others and the Now. (Ayahuasca and Psilocybin)

  • Looking at the world with an open mind, heart, and curiosity of a child you discover Christmas every day, making it easy to learn. So many boxes to shake and gifts to open at the feet of Jesus or the Atonement. (LSD)

  • The authority problem or problem of using time to make a false image of yourself and others brings division and conflict or pain in relationships. (MDMA)

  • When you drop being a critic of yourself and others, letting go of grievances and living in past hurts and opinions, a miracle of love occurs. You are completely open without the wish for a private mind and enter into communion with those around you. You feel real intimacy, trust, love, and peace. (MDMA)

  • You fear silence and stillness as your Self and realize that the movement of self centered thought keeps the false image going. You are afraid of a silent still mind because stopping thinking means dying to the false self. (Psilocybin)

  • You as silence and stillness are immeasurable and limitless peace. Sound has nothing to do with who you really are and your native language of Silence. (Ayahuasca)

  • Grievances are what keep the mind sick and shackled to the body. Let go of them and you can enter other dimensions of existence beyond the physical world. (Ayahuasca, Psilocybin)

  • The nature of Reality, God, and Self is Light. (Iboga, Ayahuasca and DMT, Psilocybin, LSD, and so many others)

  • You are not a body and have an angelic heritage. (Ayahuasca, Psilocybin)

  • Separation is never a solution but rather a dangerous delusion. Leave the communion of the tribe of Light and discover darkness and pain. (Ayahuasca)

  • Everyone has a song in their heart they have to play. If you do not play your song you will be depressed in denial of Self expression. (Ayahuasca)

  • When you surrender to what is happening and allow it instead of fighting, which is thinking, you heal. (Ayahuasca, Psilocybin)

  • If you step back by dropping your own judgment and motives, and let the Spirit guide your thoughts with inspiration, you experience limitless creativity of the mind. (Psilocybin)

  • If you defend yourself, you are attacked. (Ayahuasca)

  • “I am God's Son, His Son can suffer nothing, and I am God’s Son.” (Ayahuasca, Psilocybin)

  • When you turn away from your belief in physical sight, you begin to live with spiritual sight. (All forms of psychedelics I worked with.)

  • Miracle or true forgiveness is the answer to healing your most challenging problems. As you see, think, and treat others, you will treat yourself. (All forms of psychedelics I worked with. What a miracle!!!!!)

This is a truth you will have to find out for your Self.

Plant medicine, entheogens, or psychedelic compounds are a very extensive topic as it traverses a vast field of healing consciousness, which includes all healing forms of spiritual law. The truth is, this is an area (psychedelics and medicines in general) of great misunderstanding and false pride, sometimes better understood as an incomplete understanding or misinformation due to ignorance, cultural conditioning, profiteering, and propaganda. This has produced fear, disdain, and bad practice in many spiritual circles and in today's modern medicine. This includes the ignorance of many in twelve Step recovery organizations such as Alcoholics Anonymous and Narcotics Anonymous, mainstream religions, teachings of indigenous plant medicine cultures that go back thousands of years, vital ancient spiritual traditions such as Vedanta, and the many forms of modern psychotherapy, such as a ketamine treatment.

 

To see how these various external tools can serve a deeper internal awakening, let us move into the next section and look at them through the clear spiritual lens of A Course in Miracles.

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As we dive into this topic, we will be doing so in the language or point of view from Jesus' A Course in Miracles, which does in fact advocate for the use of these medicines as safe and temporary healing devices or, in Course terms, “magic.” This is what one refers to as “magic assisted psychotherapy”. A term we will begin to define now.

What is magic? Magic equates to an optical illusion. The illusion of separation and the belief that you are a body. It is a false perception of differences as judgments that uses space and time as a mental projection, producing an image that consists of touch, taste, smell, sight, instinct, and emotional feelings that bear witness to a world that is not real and solutions that seem to have lasting effects but do not. A false perception that tells you externals are the holy grail. The source of this optical illusion, which is the image of this world experienced through the physical eyes, is veiled, denying that your mind is the actual cause and the world you see is your own effect. A magic trick that denies the fact that your own mind gives externals, including all medicines, all the power that they have to make you sick or help to heal your mind. The function of the ego is to do just that and live in denial that you always get the outcome you want.

Let’s consider a few quotes from ACIM as we move forward:

​"Projection makes perception. The world you see is what you gave it, nothing more than that. But though it is no more than that, it is not less. Therefore, to you it is important. It is the witness to your state of mind, the outside picture of an inward condition. As a man thinketh, so does he perceive. Therefore, seek not to change the world, but choose to change your mind about the world. Perception is a result and not a cause. And that is why order of difficulty in miracles is meaningless. Everything looked upon with vision is healed and holy. Nothing perceived without it means anything. And where there is no meaning, there is chaos." (ACIM, T 21.in.1:1 to 12)

My family, we are looking at our own mental condition outside ourselves. A world of projected order of difficulties. Microcosms within macrocosms that is a universe of separation we need to reintegrate. You are the Universe from atom, to solar plexus, to sun, to Milky Way, and beyond. You are not a body. The way to heal is to understand what real vision is by way of forgiveness and live with the spiritual eye of the Holy One. A holy manifestation that replaces the body image of yourself with a new image as one Self as Light at one with the world that is free the lies of optical illusions.  Only this way will your life have real meaning, free of diseases, or you can choose chaos. The choice is yours. There is no difficulty this holy vision cannot solve.

What else could we want to work towards but this?

Let's continue with series of quotes that have the capacity to change your life forever because they correct  your belief in level-confusion. 

“As all therapy is psychotherapy, so all illness is mental illness. It is a judgment on the Son of God, and judgment is a mental activity. Judgment is a decision, made again and again, against creation and its Creator. It is a decision to perceive the universe as you would have created it. It is a decision that truth can lie and must be lies. What, then, can illness be except an expression of sorrow and of guilt? And who could weep but for his innocence? Once God’s Son is seen as guilty, illness becomes inevitable. It has been asked for and will be received. And all who ask for illness have now condemned themselves to seek for remedies that cannot help, because their faith is in the illness and not in salvation.” “Healing is therapy or correction, and we have said already and will say again, all therapy is psychotherapy. To heal the sick is but to bring this realization to them.” (ACIM, P 2.IV.1:1 to 3:7)

“Healing must occur in exact proportion to which the valuelessness of sickness is recognized. One need but say, “There is no gain at all to me in this” and he is healed. But to say this, one first must recognize certain facts. First, it is obvious that decisions are of the mind, not of the body. If sickness is but a faulty problem solving approach, it is a decision. And if it is a decision, it is the mind and not the body that makes it. The resistance to recognizing this is enormous, because the existence of the world as you perceive it depends on the body being the decision maker. Terms like “instincts,” “reflexes” and the like represent attempts to endow the body with non mental motivators. Actually, such terms merely state or describe the problem. They do not answer it.

 

The acceptance of sickness as a decision of the mind, for a purpose for which it would use the body, is the basis of healing. And this is so for healing in all forms. A patient decides that this is so, and he recovers. If he decides against recovery, he will not be healed. Who is the physician? Only the mind of the patient himself. The outcome is what he decides that it is. Special agents seem to be ministering to him, yet they but give form to his own choice. He chooses them in order to bring tangible form to his desires. And it is this they do, and nothing else. They are not actually needed at all. The patient could merely rise up without their aid and say, “I have no use for this.” There is no form of sickness that would not be cured at once.

What is the single requisite for this shift in perception? It is simply this; the recognition that sickness is of the mind, and has nothing to do with the body. What does this recognition “cost”? It costs the whole world you see, for the world will never again appear to rule the mind. For with this recognition is responsibility placed where it belongs; not with the world, but on him who looks on the world and sees it as it is not. He looks on what he chooses to see. No more and no less. The world does nothing to him. He only thought it did. Nor does he do anything to the world, because he was mistaken about what it is. Herein is the release from guilt and sickness both, for they are one. Yet to accept this release, the insignificance of the body must be an acceptable idea." (ACIM, M 5.II.1:1 to 3:12)

These are two very powerful sections! Read them again and again and observe your own life.

Now that we recognize sickness as a choice of the mind, let us transition into the next section to unmask the mechanics of the ego and its use of level confusion.

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As you can see, the ego's magic trick denies that you are the world and the world is you, produced by your own thoughts. An illusion of projected thought identification in time. What magic does is, it seems to separate the field of experience or states of mind into levels, that seem to be independent of themselves and a cause unto themselves, much of which appears to be antecedent to your own thinking or existence on earth.

The trick of the ego is one of a perceived separation of cause and effect through the use of false belief, space and time, judgment, blame or guilt, and the perception of differences, among other mental faculties, rendering much of your experience of living in the world as a state of being in a powerless duality. A state in which you are pushed around internally and seemingly externally by external forces of all kinds, including the elements, disease, and demands of the body. This is the story of separation from God and the belief in duality, which again is an optical illusion. The ego is the magician part of your mind that wants you to believe that life happens to you outside of your own choices and that physical matter is beyond your control.

In false perception or illusion, it isolates things off into bits of separate events, objects, feelings, and sensations. It says that the cause of all situations experienced (for example: physical illness, loss of employment, the end of a romantic relationship for whatever reason, genocide or rape, and anxiety or manic depression to name a few), which are all effects as perceptions of experience in consciousness, seem to be generated by something outside of you. It is a lie that life is a mindless affair of random events and denies the reality that you are living your own dream or nightmare.

Magical beliefs always lead to magical solutions. If the cause of the problem seems external to you, you will always look to remedy the problem with something external to you. Most of the world believes this and it is a dirty trick played in relationships of all kinds as life is relationship. Most of today's modern medicine, traditional therapy, economics, ecology, and conflicts around the world are all seen upside down.

A Course in Miracles could be viewed as a course in mind training in which the illusion of a perception of separation and lack is corrected and magical powerless beliefs about ourselves are undone. That said, the fact is magic is an aid in the process. This takes place more effectively when we have faith that the cause and solution to the problem are in the same place, in our own mind, allowing correction to take place, and discovering the power of the limitless Mind in a dream of forgiveness, Christ vision, and oneness with Life.

The process requires that we be willing to let go of the belief that we are a victim of the world who must defend or protect ourselves from external forces and rely on external solutions. In our determination to stop using guilty means, projecting blame for the cause of pain and source of remedy on externals, along with no longer allowing ourselves to feel shame for our unconscious projections, we can use medicines consciously. This allows the miraculous to happen and the separation to begin to end. Then we can go beyond them! We can forgive ourselves for what never really happened in an illusory dream and see the world as helpful and everything in it as our innocent one Self beyond the body as immortal light and with a powerful healing mind.

One of the key illusions in this magic world used to keep the illusion going is the illusion of levels and level confusion. This is where you are confused about where the cause or the effect of a problem is coming from and seems to be a cause by itself. Remember the cause of all illness is in the mind, not from the body level which includes the brain. The body is not capable of making its own disease, nor is it caused by external factors. It can only respond to your own thoughts or instructions. If you are sick it is responding to misthought. This is the same with medicines. The effect of medicine or the experience it produces is caused by your own mind, based on the outcome that you want.

There are just a  few more quotes from ACIM to review.

“A major step in the Atonement plan is to undo error at all levels. Sickness or "not right mindedness" is the result of level confusion, because it always entails the belief that what is amiss on one level can adversely affect another. We have referred to miracles as the means of correcting level confusion, for all mistakes must be corrected at the level on which they occur. Only the mind is capable of error. The body can act wrongly only when it is responding to misthought. The body cannot create, and the belief that it can, a fundamental error, produces all physical symptoms. Physical illness represents a belief in magic. The whole distortion that made magic rests on the belief that there is a creative ability in matter which the mind cannot control. This error can take two forms; it can be believed that the mind can miscreate in the body, or that the body can miscreate in the mind. When it is understood that the mind, the only level of creation, cannot create beyond itself, neither type of confusion need occur.” (ACIM, T 2.IV.2:1 to 10)“

 

"All material means that you accept as remedies for bodily ills are restatements of magic principles. This is the first step in believing that the body makes its own illness. It is a second misstep to attempt to heal it through non creative agents. It does not follow, however, that the use of such agents for corrective purposes is evil. Sometimes the illness has a sufficiently strong hold over the mind to render a person temporarily inaccessible to the Atonement. In this case it may be wise to utilize a compromise approach to mind and body, in which something from the outside is temporarily given healing belief. This is because the last thing that can help the non right minded, or the sick, is an increase in fear. They are already in a fear weakened state. If they are prematurely exposed to a miracle, they may be precipitated into panic. This is likely to occur when upside down perception has induced the belief that miracles are frightening.” (ACIM, T 2.IV.4:1 to 10)​

The reason it is called a compromise approach is that we are still relying on external means to heal us, which maintains a piece of guilt in consciousness. Why? Because we blame externals. Nothing from the world can give us lasting peace. They may heal a symptom or a fragment of consciousness, but not the deeper condition that leaves room for disease to spring up somewhere else in another form. The problem of guilt. As we grow, we let go of more and more externals, but that does not mean we do not gain insight from them.​ As an example, I have been drinking Ayahuasca and working with other medicines visiting angelic realms for many years. The practice has helped me let go of grievances, open the spiritual eye, stop playing the victim, let go of the belief I am a body, and forgive myself so I can be one with my environment. I temporarily realize a state of innocence when I am journeying. When I surrender there is stillness and I visit another world, but it does not last because the tool is temporary. The ego's thinking returns, but it cannot take away the insights gained.​

 

The same process is used in everyday life when I am not working with medicines but working with the Holy Spirit exclusively. I am applying the same lessons learned working with the medicines, but I am not leaning on externals. An immortal internal Voice and mind of immortal light is my Guide. The result is the spiritual eye opens more and more. In my present state I am still with angels in another world but without the aid of medicine. That world is not as well defined as it is when I am journeying with medicine, but that is okay, I still have some work to do, which includes going beyond the medicine myself when I no longer feel called to it.​I want to draw your attention to the last sentence as well: "upside down perception has induced the belief that miracles are frightening." Miracles always shift away from the body identification and into soul identification. Leaving the body is frightening to us. We are afraid of the Light of God. We are afraid of letting go of our false identity because we believe it is real. Deeper still, we believe grievances or condemnation are valuable, and we believe God is like our current value system. This makes us afraid God is going to condemn us, and we do not want that. You are not going to enter into what you do not want. We are really terrified to enter the Kingdom of Heaven.​

 

With this understanding of how the mind projects onto the physical level, let us enter our final section to explore the practical application of magic assisted psychotherapy and the ultimate journey beyond all external tools.

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“Magic is the mindless or the miscreative use of mind. Physical medications are forms of “spells,” but if you are afraid to use the mind to heal, you should not attempt to do so. The very fact that you are afraid makes your mind vulnerable to miscreation. You are therefore likely to misunderstand any healing that might occur, and because egocentricity and fear usually occur together, you may be unable to accept the real Source of the healing. Under these conditions, it is safer for you to rely temporarily on physical healing devices, because you cannot misperceive them as your own creations. As long as your sense of vulnerability persists, you should not attempt to perform miracles.” (ACIM, T 2.V.2:1 to 6)

I understand the above may be a bit confusing. Miscreations can be both harmful or helpful. A miscreation is any thought creation that does not last forever. We are not in creation, we are in a world where nothing lasts and we do not understand the power of our minds. We need temporary healing help because we live in a temporary world in which we believe in its laws, and we are afraid to let go of the instruments of the world because we believe in what we made.

Many of us are not in a state of mind in which we are able to preform  or accept an undiluted miracle, which is a correction in mind that heals a grievance without assistance from externals. We may be a person who relies on insulin, dialysis, or needs heart surgery. These are externals, magical solutions, or spells for problems of the mind in which the person should use to help heal, keeping them stable, and living in less fear so they can learn and address the condition in the mind.

This is not different from a person suffering from so called IBS, ADD, OCD, PTSD, addiction to opiates, or the belief that you are a body, who begins to address the illness with ayahuasca, ketamine treatment, MDMA, or iboga. Every illness listed above is one of sick belief, emotion, and thinking. The sickness of believing you are a body, a slave to guilt, or a slave to the conditions around you which you believe are not caused by your own mind. A belief that you are weak and vulnerable, which is what the body is. Only vision corrects this because it is the replacement for the image of being a body. The power of this vision can be brought with you into your “magic assisted psychotherapy”, as you learn to practice miracle forgiveness as your way of life.

We need “magic assisted psychotherapy”, which includes psychedelics, where we can begin to make the mindless mindful. We can accept the power of our minds and live in intention as we instruct our minds to heal the mind and therefore heal the body. We do this with the goal of letting go of magic spells or medicine, which we can use safely, as we learn to stand without externals in all forms and rely only on the Voice of God in Silence. A Voice that teaches us how to use what we have been using to imprison our minds in a dream of attack; to free our minds. With the Mind we use the power of desire, the acceptance of true ideas or belief, and faith in a healing dream in which we see the world reborn in the light of forgiveness. When we are ready, we can let go of all medicines and physical healing devices, including A Course in Miracles and “Plants and Miracles” for that matter. Books are externals too. They are just another form of external medicine or the problem of external agency, where you rely on something outside you to heal or connect to the spiritual world.

It is important that all shamans understand this. No matter how lovingly we use Ayahuasca or any medicine, there will come a time when you have to go beyond it. One of the most common misunderstandings in the world of plant medicines is that you have to keep drinking Ayahuasca forever, which includes during ceremony. As the true Spiritual Eye awakens the pineal eye stimulated by DMT is no longer needed to reside in the realms of light or heal others. Nor is it necessary to drink the vine to connect with the spirit of Ayahuasca. This is the most advanced level you can reach in the practice. To learn more about this topic, visit the letters about the Spiritual Eye.

Some final words from our Teacher which point to this truth.

“Simply do this: Be still, and lay aside all thoughts of what you are and what God is; all concepts you have learned about the world; all images you hold about yourself. Empty your mind of everything it thinks is either true or false, or good or bad, of every thought it judges worthy, and all the ideas of which it is ashamed. Hold onto nothing. Do not bring with you one thought the past has taught, nor one belief you ever learned before from anything. Forget this world, forget this course, and come with wholly empty hands unto your God.” (ACIM, W 189.7:1 to 5)

Much Love ~ God Saves,

 

Isaiah

The Fallen Angels of Hummanity

Dearly Beloved,

 

I am writing to you today to discuss a topic that at certain points throughout the history of humanity was more widely known than in today's society. During the days of Enoch and for thousands of years after, the fall of angels was common spiritual knowledge. It was certainly known by the Essene community where Yeshua was raised and by many of the prophets. As you study the works of Yeshua and his students, you discover that he taught openly about it both prior to and just after the resurrection, just as he has in the modern era.When most people think of fallen angels, they think of a prideful, rebellious Lucifer spoken of in Isaiah. An angel who became the king of Babylon, who believed he knew better than God, was superior to his brothers, and was cast down from heaven to the pit by God's own hand. It is a story that has been added onto over time and tied to Revelation, where one third of God's angels followed him and he earns the title of Satan. This story is very similar to the King of Tyre in Ezekiel, who was a guardian cherub or angel in Eden, and who was cast down to the ground due to pride, corruption, and violence.Some think of the story of the Watchers from the tales of Enoch or Genesis, where guardian angels called the sons of God fell from grace and were intoxicated by the beauty of women, falling into vanity, lust, and idolatry in general. Angels who married and had offspring, producing giants known as the Nephilim. Like Lucifer, their leader, Semjaza, suffers a similar fate by the hand of God, being bound to the valleys of the earth.For still others, the story of the Anunnaki may come to mind, where an ancient race of winged beings who were gods came to earth in search of gold and enslaved humanity to do their bidding. And perhaps, if you are a real enthusiast, you have read the War Scroll of the Essene community and learned of the sons of Light and the sons of Darkness. Sons of darkness who are led by Belial, the angel of malevolence, and the angels of destruction who follow him. All angels who break God's covenant and embody the rule of wickedness in a rebellion against God.

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In truth, however they may be different souls, they all carry elements of the same story with different words. It is a tale that is no different from the story of Adam and Eve, who are deceived by the serpent in the Garden of Eden, and that of Pistis Sophia, a celestial being who outside of divine harmony, gives birth to Yaldabaoth, the Demiurge, a false god who creates the physical world. It is a story of the fall from Love, Harmony, and Beauty that is the fall of angels. You are going to discover that each story is your own story.

Take a journey with me to find this out for yourself. Let us begin with the celestial realm and discuss the Kingdom of Heaven before exploring what took place during the schism that cast God's angels from light and into darkness. But before we do I want to begin with discussing the term "sons of God" and "Son of God" and clear up some misunderstandings. They are both gender neutral terms, just as the term brother or Father is.

 

The term "sons of God" shows itself in both the Old and New Testament around half a dozen times each, as well as A Course in Miracles, over 20 times. As in the Old Testament, it is common knowledge that the sons of God are angels, whereas in the New Testament, even though Yeshua and Paul clearly state the sons of God are angels, and quite bluntly, it is even less commonly understood to be the case. In both testaments, most students and teachers do not think of the sons of God as referring to ourselves in our original angelic state. Most of the Jude Christian and Islamic tradition, The People of the Book, think of angels and/or sons of God as higher order beings who are spiritually different from humans.Whereas almost all students of A Course in Miracles think of themselves as the sons of God but are unaware that all the Sons of God are angels, even though once Yeshua has stated it in Chapter 1 of the original material. Is it not that amazing?

In the case of the Christian mindset, it is widely believed there is only one son of God, who is Yeshua. The Son of God, His only begotten, a special son who is exalted above the rest of God’s children to be praised and worshipped as a King on a throne as God Himself. This state or mindset reads exactly as Lucifer's Ego himself when he thought, “I will exalt my throne above the stars of God;…… I will be like the most High,” (Old Testament, Isaiah 14:12 to 15) because it is the Ego that says such things. (Do Some Art). You are going to discover this mindset of false pride, vanity, grandiosity or specialness was the cause of the fall itself. It is a grievance against God and your brothers that landed you in a body.

Some of the confusion comes from Yeshua when he states, “I am the Son of God” (New Testament, John 10:36) in the book of John 10:36 and when he confirms it when asked several other times. The confusion is certainly cleared up throughout the New Testament by Yeshua and Paul, and the term Son is always capitalized, and correctly so pointing to something larger.  In A Course in Miracles, the Son of God is used over 400 times and Yeshua again clears up any confusion, and this time ensures no one can misinterpret what the term actually means.

The major source of the confusion is the addiction to having a special separate identity as a body mind, the false rewards of the world, and the enormous resistance and fear in allowing the false Egoic self to be dismantled.

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Who are the Sons of God?

In the beginning God established the luminous one Self in His likeness under the Law of Cause and Effect. This law is the most basic and fundamental law of creation. It involves the mental laws of extension or projection, and that giving and receiving are the same. It must be understood that the beginning is not a time concept. God extends or projects to give all of His qualities onto His creations. We were created so that we have always existed as He has. As the Prime Creator of Light and original Cause He gave all of Himself to the one Self, His loving Effect He created as His only Son, the Christ or Christ Mind, who shares His Mind of Immortal Light.

The one Self is the Son of God and God Himself through Himself to Himself in the Son's Creation. As the Cause of the Self or Son of God, God is the Self but the Self is not God but like Him and just as limitless as He is. The one Self or Son of God has many extensions, or co-creators, of which you are one. For when the Son of God was created so were the Sons of God simultaneously in a Sonship of eternal brotherhood.

Upon our creation, the angelic formation was created as part of our souls. It is a beautiful expression of angelic bird like beings cast in immortal Light whose wings and being extend to infinity, as the angels of the Lord and princes of His Kingdom. All of which are perfect Creations of Love knowing no opposite to love, ever increasing joy, limitless light, innocence with its gentleness, effortless living, endless giving, and the unshakable peace of perfect safety. This is wholeness. The winged expression of light that takes flight in the immortal sky of Spirit is the outward manifestation of these inward conditions expressed in heavenly form, which is forever. We fly in a state of perfect rest and stillness where we are moved by the still innocence of God.

The Sons of God are God’s Church and the total sum of all souls God created, as the Children of Light. The Father of Light loves His Sons, giving all of us His total love and we love Him in return with the love He gave us in worship. We exist in a symbiotic relationship with God that is Creation itself. Each soul is completely dependent on God and God on His children as a continuous act of creation and completion. We are His only channels of creative expression, which is fulfillment and joy.

Heaven is a Holy Thought System of perfect oneness and therefore free of conflict where all minds are joined under the true authoritative Control of the Godhead. The Sons of God share one Mind and Will in singularity of Selfhood that is perfection. God Himself or the Mind of God orders all Thought in harmonious governance of the one Self, caring for all parts of the Sonship, and inspiring our creations.

When you leave God’s Control, you are out of control and in conflict because wherever there is division, conflict exists, being the result of separate or conflicting interests, which is war. The Sons of God do have freedom of will, but leaving God’s Will, which is ours, does not produce freedom but conflict, once again because where there is division there must be conflict. Yet the Son of God must have this freedom to choose, or God would be a tyrant. We are the chosen elect and must elect to place our Will under God’s, doing so because all else is insanity and disorder.

 

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Each son is an immortal Thought of God and has a mind that is a co creative extension of the one Mind. We are individuals; however, the term individual implies no separation. To be an individual means an indivisible harmonious whole unit. There is no separation because there are no differences and everything is wholly shared including each other. Without individuals sharing their creations with each other there is no limitless joy, and God and His Son would not be limitless.

In Creation, the angels of God exist in a Natural Grand Division. It must be understood that this state implies no division at all even though the term division is used. The term speaks to the one Self in the many and the many in the one Self in a Singularity. The angelic environment has a spatial dimension that includes a sense of depth of field as angels do fly, but there is no space between them because all of each other’s consciousness resides in each other. To experience flight on our angelic wings or to experience an angel is to experience the only pair of angelic wings that exist, for there is only one that is shared. This goes for all creations. To see one angel is to see all angels in the one and to see thousands of angels is to see all in each one.

The Sons of God were created in a state of Grace where they lack nothing and live an effortless life. A need always implies a lack requiring effort, and the eternal Now that is God lacks nothing, so neither can His children. A state of no lack is a state of wholeness, abundance, endless giving, love, innocence, and safety. It is impossible to lose anything because everything one gives, one gives to the one Self. And every new giving of love is an increase in joy because it is shared, and all shared ideas across minds always bring increase. If I have a lovely idea, which all creations are, and share it with you, I do not lose because I give it to you, and now you have it too. This is how ever increasing joy is created as part of the changeless reality.

In the state of Grace, God does everything for His angels as His royal children. He thinks to us and through us, so there is no effort in thinking at all. With nothing to think or do, we are perfectly innocent and can never be blamed, feel guilt, or experience condemnation.

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Escape from Darkness- The Mirror of Projection

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Dearly Beloved,

The State of Grace

Dearly Beloved,

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